It’s a hard place when the things you know to be lies start to feel true.
I feel so…forgotten.
I feel other things, but that’s the one that hurts the most right now.
Chris read to me from Psalm 13 last night and it resonated with me…
1 How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and day after day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, Lord my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death,
4 and my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,”
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing the Lord’s praise,
for he has been good to me.
Bring me to that place Lord. Place songs of praise on my lips. I am so hurt and scared.
Even so, blessed am I.